The dentist did more work on the tooth that they did the root canal on... finishing it up, so to speak. It is not finished. They just drilled some more and packed it today and then put on another temporary filling like the old one. The caps that they did earlier still hurt when I chew. It's stupid.
I am kinda pissed off at the drummer. He whines and moans about being lonely, and then, when I offer to have him hang out with me and my family (at my Mom's or at my house with my cousins), he declines, saying, "I want my OLD friends!" And I am thinking, "WHY?!?! These are people who took you for everything you were worth (especially the girls), did drugs around you, drank around you (all while you were trying to stay clean), and got you fired from your job. Then, when you moved, they took EVERYTHING you left! And you want to be with these people WHY?" To top that off, he is mooning over some girl who, one minute, he claims to love, the next, he claims is not worth his time. One minute, she is desperately in love with him (he says); the next, she is sleeping around with anyone who will feed her. WHICH IS IT?!?!? And why should you CARE?!?! This is why I am anti-social. People SUCK!
I wrote a new song and showed it to the band. The drummer likes it (which is why I haven't beheaded him re: above comments). Guitarist and bassist seem like they don't like it, which annoys me because it is a really interesting song. It is called "Riding the Bell." The title is a metaphor for anything that you use as an excuse for your failures or anything that you use as a crutch. It could also be taken as That One Moment, That Choice that you make, whatever... but, using an analogy, like when, in days of old, events and happenings were signalled by the ringing of the bells. Anyway. I wanted to play it at the New Year's Eve gig, but I have just dropped it. No one else wants to. **sigh**
